When death came

I was lying on my bed…. Everyone was sitting around me….. tears were falling….. I looked all of them….some of them were talking to each other….. others were rolling tears…. I was shocked to see them like that….. so many people around  me wow…. What the hell is going on…. I asked is it all right…. But no answer…. I requested to give me some water…. I was totally shocked that my father was helping me to let me sit… I was shocked that I had got no power to hold a glass of water…. But what is going on… what happened to me….. my brother came to me and said you are going away from us…but I wasn’t going anywhere…is he mad…or insane…I asked him where am I going… what are you saying… I am not going anywhere… a tear rolled down his eyes… and said you are going from us where you can never come back…  My heart bumped out of my chest…. Really!!! I was totally shocked…… he hugged me and said you are going to die…. I closed my eyes….. I looked down everyone….. when suddenly a person in white robes and wings came to me…. I begged him please give me one more chance…. I want to live…. And suddenly all of it was over…. Darkness everywhere…. I cannot see anyone…. Am I dead??? ....

Well the play has finished and stage lights were turned off….. A sad play came to an end…. Thank you for watching my play

Sorry (A stupidity)

Sorry a word that is used for your mistakes…..a mistake that is not even yours….. a word that will not even erase the mistake….. a word that will not bring back the time…. The time when you had done the mistake…. A word that is not even loyal….. Sorry cannot tell you whether the person is sorry from deep down the heart or not….. Sorry a word that is itself a mistake…… sorry a fake word…. A word that is so mean… this useless word is made by someone who was really a fool and dumb….. how can a person who has broken a heart can fix it with this word….. how can a person take back the words for which he is saying sorry…. How can a driver heal back the wounds of a person whom he had hit the car…..

Admitting a mistake is something else…. Saying sorry is something else….. Admitting the mistake is way of big hearted people…..  saying sorry is the way of telling that it will happen again…..

And that is why I don’t like to say sorry coz this word is a teaser   

Smoking Kills Or make You Live ???

Why do I smoke???

I don’t know why do I smoke….

 It gives me confidence???…..

A cool looking guy ???

Or vanish away my anxiety and depression???

I love to smoke regardless of knowing how harmful it is….. i don’t know how much of mine inside is burnt….. my life is becoming short ….. well I think it is totally bullshit … but I do know the people who didn’t smoked in their life and they passed away at a very young age…..why…. coz they dint smoked….. or they hated smokers….. I read in newspaper that a person in china who is 110 years old is smoking cigars when he was only 15…… why is he alive for so long…..

I love to smoke whenever and wherever I am….. and for writing this blog….. it is not possible for me to write….. coz my mind thinks better while smoking….

Let me go now coz I want to sleep not smoke lolz

Silence

Silence a voice that deaf can hear and blind can see

When I keep silent I don’t mean that I don’t want to talk ….. I just mean that everyone keeps on talking

When I keep silent I don’t mean that I am ignoring anyone….. I just mean to pay attention towards everyone

When I keep silent I don’t mean to increase fight….. I just mean to make the matters solved

When I keep silent I don’t mean I don’t have any arguments…. I just mean that everyone clarify themselves before me.

When I keep silent I don’t mean to degrade people …. I just mean that people get the chance to degrade me

When I keep silent I don’t mean anything coz my words are not weighing so much that people can change their opinions. I keep silent when I look at the world shouting at me and no one can hear my words in so much noise. when I keep silent it’s not my attitude…. It is what people want and like…..

But when I break silence  …….. 

People turn deaf ear to me

Motivation

Motivation is the key to success…..before criticizing someone you must look at what really lagged him behind….Lack of motivation or lack of skills….no one in this world is without skills….but skills effect if there is lack of motivation….

Motivation is the power which makes you think what you are…..its the tool which makes a player do well in the field……great scientists, philosophers, painters, magicians or actors are the result of motivation provided by the fans and people who love them

Motivation brings result…and lack of motivation ruins every result…..why a child stands up when he fells down when he learns to walk….coz there is someone who is motivating him……

I don’t know why people don’t motivate……why they think that motivation are just words….and nothing else…..motivation gets the person to fall from sky scrappers……singers sing well coz they want  motivation from their listeners….painters paint well coz of motivation they get…..

Person who does not motivate others is the foolish person with no thinking……a person who fails in exams or in any other part of life is not due to his lack of ability but it is due to lack of motivation….which brings him down and down and down……and in the end the result is he leaves everything and thinks of him as a big looser…..

Self motivation is the part of motivation which only comes after the Motivation itself and that is done by the people.....if there is self motivation, no power in this world can beat you.....and it is not dependent on people....it is dependent on you....and you only.....and that is what animals and plants are given by nature....or by birth.....

If you want to see someone at the top…..motivate him… don’t let others fail…. make them successful